yummykyman:

A Series of Left Turns :: Chapter 15

I’m still trying to wrap my head around it.

Everything I just felt… everything we just did… it’s all sinking in now. As I lay my back against the powdery snow and stare up into the night sky, the realization just keeps repeating in my head.

I’m… attracted to Cartman.

I can’t possibly pretend it’s anything else now. I’ve run out of excuses. It’s staring me in the face. As much as I’d like to say it was just my teenage hormones thrusting me into sexual situations, I know it’s not just that. Even when he was doing something as little as touching my hand I felt butterflies.

Butterflies.

For him.

Where my feelings with Stan are so muted, I’ve been trying to drown out my feelings for Cartman with distractions and failing, because it’s just so loud. Too loud to ignore. It’s so clear to me now… And I’m pretty sure it’s not just physical. That’s probably the worst part… If I let myself get attached- I mean, if I’m not already…

…He could really hurt me.

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nicholeloveskyman:

I haven’t drawn in a while so here’s some jelly Kyle~

The subtle Carteek

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